Plagiarizing Fate.

Time can be so dragging, and you can be your own nemesis.
You wanted all your life to be the best that you can be, but somehow you are far from reaching that goal. You watch the world spin around you, painstakingly. You observe your kin and think, "that used to be me". But time's passed, and you hold still hold a grudge in your past.

Let's travel back to your past's present. What do you see?

You see yourself so young, so magnanimous, so idealistic. You were vibrant, so full of life, always ready to seize the day with your monochromatic hues. Amidst the conurbation, you indulged in your "individuality" and boasted of it. You wanted to be like that forever, or till you can. You wanted to be anyone--except their kind.

You dreamt.

You feasted on the reality that you can change the course of the chef. Or you can make the food taste better at your will. Ahh...were you ever so materialistic! You abused yourself, always on the prey for something UN-THEM...just to unconform to the norm. Little by little, you took the world in your palm, and heap by heap, you devoured your kin and made them YOUR MINOR. In this civilization, nothing can be so herculistic of a task, you deemed.

Have you realized how much WRONGED you were, and still fail to recognize it?In this life, you must do what you are ought to do. Some things cannot be explained by the language we built, not even those articulate findings we hack from science. These are but attempts to explain the workings of OUR MAJOR. Our cheap luck to understand when we aren't even capable of--and allowed to. Submit yourself to the plan, creature. And things will just be FINE--do not even try to.

You'll just end up doubly troubled and deFINEd..